Death Seems Always Lurking

– Singapore –

Death seems always close at hand.

Death seems to lurk in every shadow, around every corner, in every alley way, in every darkened doorway. So I must heed the presence of death.

Since I have already died (was supposed to have died) back in 1999, each and every day is extra; each and every day is a day that has been bestowed upon me as a miraculous gift from God. So I must take that gift and make the most of it each and every day.

There is no time for timidity, sorrow or fear. There is only time for living aggressively, on the edge.

I must focus on the Now and not worry about the past or the future. There is no stock in this type of behavior, this type of thinking, this type of feeling. There is only time for moving ahead, making the most of now and the interaction with my fellow humans.

Living life to its fullest means I am also my best for my lovable Sugie – my wife and emotional savior. I owe her my life and devote myself to her completely; her happiness is my happiness.